![]() ![]() My hope is to free myself of the lethargic side effects that make me sleep nearly all my free time away, instead even with my gradual withdrawal, the electric shock feelings and “brain spasms” aren’t much more comfortable. ![]() Still, I have gradually reduced my intake of one of my prescriptions, one I have been on since I was 17 (I am 25) and it’s rough. I have been medicated on and off for both since then, and though there is little I want more than to be free of all of these chemical bounds, I have few happy experiences off of them to look forward to. Do any of my followers have any experience with this?ĭelving deeper and into more personal territory, I have been suffering from depression and anxiety since before I knew what these words meant. You see, because my life feels completely out of my own control and I have so little power to create my own happiness, at least I can keep things predictable. I’ve been at my barista turned supervisor job at a semi-decent local-business turned super-evil franchising-corporation for over two years now and over that period of time it has become a prime example of how I choose to torture myself over and over again for no good reason, when I could simply do the smart thing and quit. It was a beautiful dream and I awoke feeling blissful and free until I realized that it was only a work of fiction by my unconscious mind. Last night I dreamt that I quit my job in a dramatic display of profanity, the kind I can only dream of. Though this is primarily a design blog, I need to get some stuff off my chest, so bare with me while I get personal. I have been unhappy for a very long time, and perhaps seeing the words in front of me can give me some clarity. How is it that technology has advanced so, but the design has gotten worse? I doubt anyone still reads this, but I need an outlet. ![]() It seems like a remnant from the early 2000's. Do people still use Livejournal? I don't know. ![]()
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